June 28, 2011

PhotobucketCincinatti Trip & Nail Polish ReviewPhotobucket

I'm actually still here, but, I doubt I will do another post about it. I'm here seeing my doctor who did surgery on me when I was a baby, since I haven't seen him in over 3 years, and it was time for a checkup. I only have a few pictures to share, but I like them, and a nail polish review. So here it is.

Upon arriving, my mom, me, and my sister saw a Big Boys. I've never been to one, they don't have them in the south.

You can see my sketches on the back of a menu >^<

Big Boy himself!

  We went to Walgreens the other night, and I got these super cute stickers! They have "water", glitter, beads, and little floaty picture themes in them!

 They're only $2 a pack! They come with 8 stickers. 

  I also got some nail polish since I've been looking for some pastel colors. I found a cute pink and yellow! 

Sinful Colors in "Easy Going"

 Sinful Colors in "Unicorn"
It came with a cute free ring!
  They were only $2 a dollar, and I'm glad I browsed more since I was gonna pay $7 for an Essie bottle of light pink. The colors go on pretty well, and don't chip, though I haven't been very active with my hands this week. I don't have an over coat, so the texture is a little odd after awhile without, but it's only a little matte. Now I only need a baby blue color and a coral/peach color!

 You can't really see the marks, but my left hand is a little sore since they had trouble finding a place for an I.V.

  I hope everyone is doing okay and having a good summer! 

I need to make a banner for this blog ._.'


June 17, 2011

PhotobucketFavorites Friday 11Photobucket

You know how this thing goes! Limiting myself to 10 post each from each of my Tumblogs!


  Last favorites Friday for a couple of weeks! Hope everyone is doing well!!!

June 15, 2011


I wanted to do a quick update. I will be leaving for Cincinnati this Sunday and might POSSIBLY have access to a laptop. I doubt I will do any blogging though, as I will be busy most of the day. I will probably check other blogs and such, but not update mine since there won't really be anything to update about. I will be in Cinci for two weeks, and arrive back the Saturday after next. I hope everyone is doing well!

Here's a picture of me in my new Lolita-esque shades

June 14, 2011

All You Need Is Love Not Hate

WARNING: Language

Well, I don't really know why exactly I felt like posting about this, but it's really bugging me. I feel fueled to post about it. Have you heard of the communities Gyaru_Secrets and Lolita_Secrets? Yeah, I just did (atleast with the Gyaru one) today. I have to say, they fucking piss me off. I had never visited them before, and would like not to again, I also haven't visited them since I'm not at all into sporting Gyaru or Lolita fashion (I consider myself to be into Fairy Kei and Decora in terms of Japanese fashion).

  It shocked me. That someone would start a community (possibly in good spirit) and allow it to become this. I've heard of webpages on Facebook (and 'back in the day', Myspace) that were dedicated to hating on a particular person. I've heard of at least 3 cases of where this type of internet hate has lead to the person being ridiculed's suicide.

  Now, I know some of these are supportive, but the majority of them are highly negative and disgusting. The bad rules out the good. Imagine yourself just getting into a fashion, or just finally trying to become what you believe to be yourself or style, and you see this about you online. It would break my heart. I'm sure on the internet there has been at least one person who has considered me ugly. But I ignore that. Because there are people who support me and what I do. On the internet and in real life.

  Some of these post are made about girls who these people have never met. I dislike the fact that girls my age (or around it) are so catty. How does it benefit you? Does it make you feel good for about a second? Then it hits you you may have possibly hurt someones feelings, but it's too late, your comment about them is on the internet, forever.

So these are my words to you.

Don't listen to what people say
If something truly makes you happy, go for it
If you have doubts, or are feeling down, talk to someone you can trust, hell, talk to me (my e-mail is sovaryspecial@yahoo.com)
And be proud of yourself
Even if you feel you don't have things to be proud of about yourself, try to think of at least one thing you can be proud of

  I was lucky enough to have a aunt figure in my life (sadly, she passed away) who was very nice and loving. She always told me how beautiful I was, and what a good sense of fashion I had (also that she loved me). But this is what she told me that stuck with me. You may see people as 'ugly' or 'pretty' when you first meet them, but that can change when you talk with them. A girl you thought was pretty can become really ugly when you get to know her and find out she's mean, and a girls you might have thought was ugly will end up being beautiful because you found out she's nice. I know things along those lines have been said before, but since she as the first to say them to me, they were so inspiring.

  My best friend and I were talking a couple of days ago, and I told her how I was bullied in grade school. I realize for some people this is a hard topic to talk about, but for me it was normal. I knew in middle school I would be bullied. So I accepted it and brushed it off. The only time I ever cried from someone bullying me was once in the 6th grade. But that was it. Most people made fun of me for my stomach, which is malformed because of surgery I has when I was a baby. But I knew for that time, there was nothing I could do about it. I also knew that eventually, they would get bored of picking on me. I was right. One of the boys who did it even defended me in the 8th grade. A new kid asked him if I looked pregnant, and he looked him straight in the eye and said 'No.'. I didn't say anything, I hardly acknowledged it, but it still made me happy. When people make fun of you, try to ignore them and tough it out. They will get bored. My best friend told me I was tough, and I realized I was considering how most girls seem to act towards bullying (cyber or real life). Her words touched me too.

And in the words of Mama Monster herself
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way


P.S. Sorry if this seems so scrambled and scatter-brained, slightly anger fueled post

June 10, 2011

PhotobucketInspirational Fashion Photos - June 2011Photobucket

So, I figured since I recently started making a tag on my Tumblr under 'inspiration' I would share some of the photos with you. They're photos of fashion (mostly) that make me think "Wow, how cool", "So pretty!" or simply "Cute!~". I decided to share the ones I find the most inspirational that have been posted within the last month. I'll be doing this every second Friday of the month!~

The colors! The wig! The eyelashes!
This is so colorful and out there, I love it!!!

I love her long, lanky legs with those socks!
Platform sneakers are amazing!
The lovely Miss Lady Gaga!
While this is something I personally would never wear in public, I love it with her blue hair!
I also love the hell out of anything black and studded!

I've recently been designing characters for a possible webcomic I might do, and one of the girls wears Kogal fashion
This makes me want to work on her design more!

This couple is so freaking adorable!
I love that she's this cute, dainty lolita and he's this tough punk rocker!
True love conquers all!

I just really love the colors and layers of this look!
I feel it could technically go into a decora category, but not DEFINETLY

First post to ever go under the 'inspiration' tag!
I love this girl's cute, colorful, raver-esque style!
She has her own Tumblr, please visit it here!~

  I hope you enjoyed this post! A regular 'Favorites Friday' will be posted next week!

June 04, 2011

PhotobucketFavorites Friday 10Photobucket

You know the drill!~ Lucky Plastic Candy , Alice in U.S. Land


I love this, though I’d love it more if the charm wasn’t SO FUCKING TINY. I liked the shirt more but it’s sold out.&#160;; n; 

 I do like Cute Plush&#8217;s things, but I did get somethings and the charm were so fuckingsmallllllllllllllllllllllllll



OMFG~! i want them all &gt;.&lt;




from last night’s stream, art for kyandi

Its Kyandi of Starlight Deco Dream ☆ミ

That face&#8230;jesus&#8230;..just&#8230;.what



i want this on my blog always

loling at the girl above her thats al “&gt;~&gt;” and the guy next to her obviously uncomfortable xD



the one that says rawr ruins it


I remember trying to read ONE of these school, and feeling it was way to outdated, because it is now.

But I really wish I owned some of these now AHHHHHh


The baby-doll look was cool when the riot grrrls pioneered it. Then it hit the mainstream and got all cleaned up and kind of creepy. The fact that a teenaged Katherine Heigl is modelling here it just makes it worse.
I won’t lie — I miss the chunky shoes.



uummm.. &lt;3!!!

indeed! those legs!